And just like that, I’m back in the game.
Please don’t give up. I know you feel stressed and tired but i know you can pull through. You are strong and have already managed to do so many things without anyone’s help. Don’t let anything weigh too heavy on your mind. Don’t let their selfish ways make you bitter. Don’t worry about taking care of us, we will take care of ourselves… Nothing weighs down on my vitality more than seeing you like this… And even though you expect nothing, You deserve so much more for everything that you’ve sacrificed… I love you and it only makes me feel ultimately helpless that I can’t physically be there to take care of things for you. I’m sorry, I wish there was more that i could do……
It’s easy to feel uncared for when people aren’t able to communicate and connect with you in the way you need. And it’s so hard not to internalize that silence as a reflection on your worth. But the truth is that the way other people operate is not about you. Most people are so caught up in their own responsibilities, struggles, and anxiety that the thought of asking someone else how they’re doing doesn’t even cross their mind. They aren’t inherently bad or uncaring — they’re just busy and self-focused. And that’s okay. It’s not evidence of some fundamental failing on your part. It doesn’t make you unloveable or invisible. It just means that those people aren’t very good at looking beyond their own world. But the fact that you are — that despite the darkness you feel, you have the ability to share your love and light with others — is a strength. Your work isn’t to change who you are; it’s to find people who are able to give you the connection you need. Because despite what you feel, you are not too much. You are not too sensitive or too needy. You are thoughtful and empathetic. You are compassionate and kind. And with or without anyone’s acknowledgment or affection, you are enough. — Daniell Koepke